Emptiness

Do you ever feel a void inside yourself, do you ever feel the emptiness?

When you just become numb; you don’t feel angry, you don’t cry either, and no joke can make you laugh, not even slightly. You just sit there, wearing that resting expressionless robot face, staring into the abyss, with zero thoughts in your mind, as if time has stopped.

In my case it ends in two ways. Either I call a friend or I burst into tears and cry till I fall asleep.
I believe this is a way of my mind reminding me that I have had too much and its time for a break. Too much drama, or too much stress or being too much hurt or holding in emotions for too long. And when this too much reaches a certain limit, my mind just shuts down in protest, demanding a fresh start.

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